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8th April 2008.
Oops! I did it again ~ lols . Hey people . after a long break from bloggin' and i'm back again . lols
it's been 5 days since i have time to blog . lols x) So busy lor . Zzz . Well , New Poly students are going to attend their lesson in i think 2 day's time ? hahas , good Luck . Have Fun . Well , hahas , got nothing to say ler .. hmm ... oh ya very sian lor physics mock exam only got 38/70 and chemistry onli got 26/70 . Well , was a sad case and i decided to study hard . OMG u tell me how to study la , all play and play and play . i really cant focus lor . hahas . oh ya Yao Song , Ur bed is damn nice to sleep la . lol~ better den mine x) .
Well , i get this werid Feeling u know .. hmm . i'm like ... getting further and further away from u guys u know . Friends are suppose to be encouraging ya . all i got is disencouragment , and some vulgarities and ya , Broke my things and say ' never mind' , insult others ... Well , i'm abit sensitive that kind of words and so ya . please keep in mind ... Thanks~ I Love ya Always .
MelzRanger
Melz
6:25 AM
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3rd April 2008 .
Today is Jian Lin's Birthday . ^^ . We sang birthday song to him and wish him all the best. lols .
Man , i Feel like blog is very 'Sian' Lols ~ zzz. hard to maintain one . i dun have the time to do .
Well , Met this new Girl is opposite class , Valerie . So was so encouraging and ya , thanks to her i gotten out of my own world . hahas thanks alot ~ Yep thanks
MelzRanger
Melz
6:55 AM
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2nd April 2008 .
Hmm , Hi people . 2nd post ^^ . Hahas , Changed my blog skin and added a few features.. yeah , thks to gerald . hahas ^^ . hmm ya gonna start abt today's reflection ...
' It's Hard to change others but it's easy to change yourself . ' - MelzRanger x) anyone agree with this quote above? I'm facing some diffculties over here and da trying to be not aware of this exisiting situation . Well u know . u have to talk to the person in order to understands someone . Sadly , till this day , no one actually know how i feel ... . Well. it's okay for me u know , hahas as i nv tell dem wad i actaully wanted and ya . i dun blame u guys . there's a song that i came across actually spoke my heart ... and particular lyric touches me , make me feel so sad and wants to cry .. i think it goes like this -> 'When I feel so bad , when I feel so sad , I´m longing at the time we had , the time I can´t forget ... ' .
Well u may tell me i'm Sooooooooooo Emo . hahas , but's it's true . i'm 'Emo-ed' . I cry everynight for a reason but afterthat i 4get wad i cried for ... Hmm ,'O' levels are comming soon and i already felt very stress .. (Like kenneth ) =X . my friend always wan to have dota matches afterschool that makes me feel tired in the night and didn't feel like studying anymoree...
But i still love you guys and hope u guys love me back . haha , so mushy x) . Well i felt like a change person after N's level . Well my Friend said that i becoming 'Defiant' ? well i still dun get the meaning of that .. hahas . well , Yup changed person i am , nt doing homeworks and get abit piss off in school . Well , maybe i could change my attitude so that , ya get better results ... hahas.
Hmm . Do u guys know that everything after watching a movie den go straight home right ? Well , i actually didnt . i Went to some where isolated in the night and camp myself there in the playground . i Feel better afterwards . everytime i saw a group of people go out and i really wish i could be part of dem . Well , u know , even though they do silly things i still find it fun ..
Well , most of all that i still care for my friendship among my friends and still welcome new friends !! Woo~ More Girls please ! mixture of girls and boys would be healthy .
MelzRanger
Melz
7:05 AM
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1st April 2008 .
The First Blog of this month and i'mma make it a special one ...
How special .. ? Don't ya Worry . U'll Soon find out ...
Well , Firstly , i wanna thanks all my friends that have been with me all these while ... Yep . thanks you <3. Thanks for your support and everything else and i really appreciate that very much ... Really Really very appreciate that .. Well , you guys leaves me with Happy and saD memories and ya . thanks for that too . hahas . Sound very Emo right .. ? Just continue reading and u'll find out why ... Good Friends/Bad Friends are Friends too . there will be no fun without these two types of peeps . Well .. it's just remember that ... Best Friends are forever . Really no joke . Well i 'LOST' quite a number of good friends overnight 2~3 yrs ago and ya . Well . Sad right . This damn thing actually happened to me sadly ... Yeah . I do not know wad actually happened and one day they just stop talking to me .people starts to 'Talk back' abt me and i had tolerated for the past few yrs. i Tried to 4get abt dem but .........nothing works . yeah den i came across and read abt a guy with a same situation like me ... Well the advice for him is , 'Forget about the old gang . you do not belong to that group anymore , try start to look for new friends .' Hmm , i find this very true . people dun wan u , u still stick around with dem for wad? They will Hate u even more ... so yeah people cherish ur friends now . dun u ever let dem down or betray them . Well for me meanwhile still looking for friends that understands me . hahas ^^ .
Hmm , I'm Still now Lonely and Sad , pacing thru my teenage life ... PLEASE ! Please send joy to me so that i could be more happier ...
The Different Side Of
MelzRanger
Melz
7:19 AM
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